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Wednesday, August 23, 2006 1:42 PM

blogging in the room alone again, just an hour after a paper. but what is so different today is that i feel a little drif-ty. what that means i do not know. it is not sad. jst a little doubtful and confused. sometimes listenign to too much music makes you confused. especailly when i am one who takes note of lyrics.

I have recently found that I like being alone. in fact I have liked being alone, all by myself since I was rather young, just that it is more evident only now. i can do all that i want when i am all by myself, especially if the only other option is to have my mother in the room. soemtiems she will try to be a little over-concerned about me, the gurl who is growing up and may be led astray in her eyes. maybe i should not be saying all this and instead straight away spurt out lines of vulgarities but no. i do not not not want to eff my mom.

i still sincerely believe that everyone has good intentions no matter how badly they express them. i guess people around me just have a bad way of expressing their intentions. but it is okay, i shall try not to judge a book by their cover. afterall true love needs to be felt by the heart and not the mind. that is why love and relationships are so irrational right? because we feel by our heart and not our brain, which is also not very rational most of the time, don't you agree?

why all this talk about love? so unlike me right? but i guess it is because of the songs i have been listening to. they contradict each other. some say that love is so simple and innocent and yet others say it is complicated and no one can understand it. when i say 'love' i do not exactly mean it in a romantic context but just generally. i think nothing can express what i am thinking of now better than a poem. afterall, a poem is so free so simple so innocent, yet rather complicated.... what am i talking about mans... (((: