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Monday, August 28, 2006 4:42 PM

Sometimes I just want to scream out loud, so loud the skies can hear me. Sometimes I am crying inside but the tears do not flow. Sometimes what should have happened does not happen and we want to reverse time. Sometimes a single setback is enough to throw us offtrack. Sometimes we are more sad than we should be, and take a longer time to bounce back than we should take. Sometimes we do not meet expectations, and it is not our fault, or is it?

This year, I have been crying internally many a time about poor results. Everyone around me thinks I am so good at every single aspect, all I can do is smile sheepishly. But no, everything seems to have detoriated. Without me realising it, I have been weakened. Whether emotionally or mentally. Somehow I take setbacks much more seriously than before. I used ot eb able to treat different matters seperately and not allow setbacks to affect my mood. But now, it is just so hard. My prelim scores are really discouraging me. I just feel like punching myself.

My chinese, I could have gotten like 87 or 88 if I had not been careless. I only got a 85.5 ): Okay, maybe that is good compared to the rest of my subjects. Science, the disastrous of the disastrous. I scored 78.5, I a not afraid and not ashamed to reveal my marks. It just reflects who I am and how much I have put in. Apparently, it jut shows that I am stupid and downright lazy. 78.5, an utterly horrible score. it is an 'A', but an 'A' is not good enough.

My english, it used to be my best, now it is my worst. Somehow, I was careless/stupid/brainelss and scored 24/30 for booklet A. 6 marks gone, and it is not the end. Booklet B- 58/65. 7 marks gone, just like that! ): so out of 95, I scored a pathetic 82. If I had been less careless and flippant in Booklet A, I would have gotten at least a 85. The only consolation is that I scored a full marks for my cloze passage. But wells, I am not the only one. A simple poem, take note that in it I am kissing my '260' goodbye. Ohya, this poem is abit of a translation of a chinese song, it is really nice!