Everything will change, but love remains the same.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006 3:24 PM

I am a little confused now. Not the sad kind though. I received this sms and I dono if it is a prank or it is real. If it is a prank and you, the person who did it, reads this, pelase admit it kays? I really rather it be a prank. If you are the person who sent it, and did not mean it as a prank, please tell me too. I am soo unsure whether it is reeal or not. I probably will not reveal the contents, I shall protect the privacy of the sender, in case it isn't a prank. I have a gut feeling it is a gurl who was bored. The first sms sounds prank-ish but the rest sounds quite real.

Took photos with other prize-winners for the National Youth Calligraphy Competition. Had to run up and down with Geena to look for Mdm Heng. Quite lame leh. Not as if the photos are all that important. National youth... sounds so pro hor. yeh quite alot of people went. But still, I only got merit award. I dumb ceritificate. The prizes for this competition were really pathetic. Even the champion trophy is as small as merit award trophies in other less prestigious competitions. Okay, let me treasuer the fact that at least I got a piece of paper. At the very least.

Mdm Heng came into our class. Had a solemn talk. I was almost bursting out into laughter because chan wei was doing some ridiculous crap and cls was winking at him to stop. Her expression was like... lemme think of imagery. sand with a violent wind blowing on it. Like keeps on moving awkwardly. That isn't good. Forget it. Let me try and type out what she said.

: "Your class is probably one of the worst among the gep classes. Your top scorer in your class (Christabel) is already 10th in position in the school, second(chan wei) is 15th in the school. And you third is 30th in the school. (me) I think you guys all need to buck up. blahblah"

I admit what she said is quite true. We ARE the worst class among the gep classes. But who cares. We are the most fun! Who cares about having the national top scorer in nanyang. Who cares, it is only a momental glory. After that, it doesn't matter all that much. When I heard I was only 30th I was really really shocked la! Had to remind myself that I cannot be emotionally weak now. So I decided to foregt about it all, focus on what is to be coming. 30th isn't good I know. But I am leaving it as it is. Afterall I have my limitations. Though, I must admit I was off-form this time. Really off-form.

The sender have not replied yet, It has been almost an hour since he/she sent the last sms. I wana noe who this person is! sounds as if it was a truth or dare game. Okay, gtg tuition now. It will take a miracle for my composition last week to get highest in class. A bearly impossible feat since I lost all my "flair". Not as if it is good enough to be called flair. Wells, miracles do happen , don't they. Maybe the fact that there is a name for it means they DO happen. Yes they do! DO DO DO DO ! wheeeee I am hyper! I still believe in miracles, yupps. Despite the utter lack of them in my life hahaax. 'miracles' sounds so like 'magical'. Maybe it was meant to be. It often takes magic for miracles to take place. I sincerely hope for one, not only for this compo. But also for me to get at least 275, like Mdm Heng said christabel, me and chanwei should aim for and could possibly get. Possibly sounds tooooo possible a word. Whocares.

Waiting for a miracle,
zhen