Wednesday, October 11, 2006 6:05 PM
changed a skin. I think this is artistic. I never used to like white background skins, but I guess I will give it a try. I have a feeling this will last me much longer than other skins. I realise my fashion sense has changed drastically, now I am starting to like clothes which are... I dono. But I never go to shops where they sell such clothes. How sad.
Maybe soon I will find them! Have I had a post all dedicated to the ending of psle yet? I guess not. Well I doubt there will be. Maybe there isn't a need for that, seeing as it is already starting to be quite boring.
I did not post for a very long time. Maybe because my mom is always in the room. I don want to risk her knowing about my blog. Not that it is that bad, I just want to keep that little bit of privacy for myself. I would shut this blog down if my mother came to know of it. Perhaps some emotions are better left to non-adults.
Since I have not posted about yesterday, I shall compensate. Afterall it was much more fun than today. The moment the last paper was collected, the whole level erupted into euphoric cheering. Maybe it was natural. I dint cheer, though. Not that I wasnt happy. Everybody were. I juts thought that hearing the rest cheer was good enough. I just broke into a smile. Perhaps I had not woken up from the dream that involves psle yet.
I wouldnt call it a nightmare. There were sad times, but happy times too. Plus, it wasn't half as stressful as I had thought it would have been. I had images of 5 practice papers a day, no free itme at all, even a blog update perhaps once a month. What we got was not even half as bad. I guess we would just be positive. Even if we did get 5 practice papers a day, we wouldnot die. We are adaptable, almost everyone is.
However, the sad times this year was never due to psle. I did not have stress, maybe just a bit. But no, I have never felt stress in my life. Maybe next time. This is not enough. I think the only time I felt stress was.... that time. But that emotion was quickly wiped out of my mind, I guess there wasn't much of a need to waste my already limited cranial-capacity. Stress, it is much worse than this.
In contrast the sad times were due to the changes I was going through. Sometimes it is just growth. Sometimes it is just what we all will have sooner or later. But I think I shall not need to explain myself, those periods were evident in my previous posts. I dono if the sad side of me or the happy side is nicer, though I believe they can co-exist peacefully together. The period where I wrote poems, yeeah that period. That were the times i was sad. Now, I hope I do not get a bout of tears again.
went to plaza sing yesterday. Bought a black and pink tshirt. Maybe I will wear it soon. We literally shopped the whole of plaza sing. me, rach, ryl and janne. The rest went to the arcade. And the four of us ate at secret recipe. I spent almost 10 dollars on lunch, never will I do tt again. What a waste o money. Then we ate wafer with ice-cream I think. It was really nice, but filling too.
Bought my shirt at the this fashion clearance sale. It was really cheap. Maybe I should shop at such places more often, woudl save me much more than buying clothes at esprit. Will be going to far east square soon to shop. Alot of stuff there to buy! wheeee!
I am enjoying myself. But don want to go to sch tmr. Will have to watch a movie. My mom is here now. gtg. cyers. And be happy. First tiem I am geni=uinely saying that I guess. I really have to go. Happy birthday to those people. n early xmas to everyone! HIGH. wheeeee
