Everything will change, but love remains the same.

Saturday, October 07, 2006 12:14 PM

ello dears. I am SOO happy. Much more so than in the last few posts. That bottomless pit is gone, I cannot specify what, cos there are still some things that are better off unsaid on this blog. There is no privacy nowadays, and I really am too lazy to lock up this blog with a password, if only I could, if I only I knew how to.

I am a littl shocked that that sad period has not come to me. Imean, yeah you guys understand. In school I so often look like that carefree girl, but when I am alone, I will feel a little sad, for no particular reason. People older than me(not adults) have told me it is natural. Yea I guess it is, afterall I am undergoing a huge change.

On the other hand, I am glad that it has not come during PSLE. I wouldn't want my performance to be affected by my mood swings. But actually, I know that even if it came now, I would not be affected. Controlling my emotons and in other words, hiding them, is somewhat my forte. Don worry, I wil not vent my anger and displeasure on you, I am positively confident that I can at least control myself to that extent.

but there is no need ot think about all those now, since it is for the time being, not applicable. For the time being, I just one to be the youth I have always been, coupled up with the joy of the ending of the exams. I feel a sweet, endearing sensation. Momentary joy I suppose.

Haha, somehow I feel that I am going to find life after PSLE boring. Like, even now, when it has not been over, it is boring. Cos even if we do go out everyday, there will still be times where we cannot find anything to do. So, I have decided, blogskinning is going to fill up some of those areas. Then maybe i can make the skins I use, instead of spending hours scrolling through others' skins. Actually i sort of understood how it works already, since I have edited so many skins.

It basically works on a sturcture where every section is referred to a coding at the top of the html. like "head 1" or "head 2" or wdv. Then at every section, just make a reference to wadeva style or format you want it to be in, and there you go. It is not that hard. So I am going to try. And perhaps if it turns out well, I can make skins for you guys. Though I doubt I will be that pro at it. I can always try!

Maybe I must first learn how to work in adobe photoshop. i am off to try now. Cya peeps! (: