Everything will change, but love remains the same.

Friday, April 18, 2008 10:48 PM

i just read that
obviously you were talking about someone else
but that's something i'd like to say about us too
i miss it like hell and it's never going to come back
i'm scared to say anything
they say if i go on like that
nothing good would ever happen
but i'm scared of losing you even more
if that's even possible D:

and it's not that easy to just let it go. i'm sure you understand (:
we'd just go on pretending huh
if there's anything to pretend about
if you even realise, that is
i'm sorry for being so terrible and inadequate

i think today is just nostalgia day
and hallucinations day
alot of things don't seem to be what they are
and i'm not sure but i hope i'm wrong

training was okay.
i deproved and i really regret stopping for those 3 months?
but there's nothing i can do now
and rolloffs in about 1 month time
wow almost 5 months have just passed me
its funny to think how soon i'd be in JC
and then in university
and then i'd be a grownup
i wonder what that feels like, huh

reply tags:

i can't remember where i last replied to and i'm lazy to find so i'l just reply those still in the tagboard and not under older messages

yingx: hey you thanks for the brownie today! you actually bake really well = housewife material heh

shao: nutter<3>

michelle: sure okay. don't worry i haven't replied tags in a long time too. oh man NAG D: nuu why oh why

pris: okay i will sl group person yay(:

shiyin: yes geog is always so traumatising and dead and terrible. i hope you go to maryland. i'll um pray for you? though i don't pray. i'll wish for you(:

lynn: yeah okay i got over her and her annoyingness heh. i'm sorry me and feiah were so stoned today and killed your spirits? i'll try harder to keep that smile next time, really i will

yingx: hello yingx housewife<3

jermaine: hey you bowled well see. when i don't go watch you bowl better, but that's all nonsense you bowl well all the time. i haven't seen you around take care and don't get too emomomomo<3

janne: hahaha OKAY it was fun remembering all those names

yingx: ugh yeah this love is so loving o.0 yay ms ong AWED(with a big O mouth) at our lit pt i'm so proud of us. we rushed the whole thing out in 2 days. i'm sorry about your phone though. hehe maybe it blessed us in heaven that's why our lit pt went so well

wenyuan: hey auntie! yay sports fest results changed. yeah i know i very blur la ):

lynn: HAHA okay thanks then. so obedient

shynn: why are you freaking exhausted?! i am though. school is exhausting me(does that make sense?) yeah soon we will, especially after MYAs

chael: yay nice you. you know i'm scared of pokes. but of course you didnt, afterall i lent you my jacket and i love my jacket alot. i kind of miss it (: