Tuesday, January 06, 2009 9:28 PM
I am now feeling very very sick
like you know the kind of feeling like you can't breathe cos your nose is all blocked up
and you can't talk much cos your throat is so painful and sore
and yet not talking is one of the most painful things
I just strain my throat anyway
and basically so tired all over if I die please give me a bright coffin and I want to wear a flower in my hair. and lie in nice cushions
okay ignore the rubbish but yes being sick basically sucks :/
I might not even go to school tomorrow
today was just normal and everything
received some weird shocks and I really do not want
so weird and everything but I guess I will just go with the flow?
as long as it doesn't prove too horrible or something
and history ra is just. haiyo why is everyone so smart and well-informed about things and all that
it's kind of queer I mean I'm probably the person in the class who cares the least about history and politics and what not. well! at least it's funny and the teacher is nice :D
and I also wanted to say how I find it the weirdest thing on earth that people need to copy down everything on the board. like curriculum outlines and stuff!
I mean. it's not as if you need to know them right just study them when the topics actually come!
I felt like such an oddball sitting in every single class with everyone bending over notebooks copying stuff. especially in the RAs
you seeI think my current attitude is from my sickness and everything.
you just feel that nothing is worth doing like copying lame things because you have no energy and when you bend down your nose will runnnn and run and run
and it's not comfortable!!
went with rachael to pick up my necklace that I left at the salsa place.
but it wasn't open grahhhh sorry rachael I wasted your time eh
but thanks for coming with me anyway!
despite my discomfort and everything
I feel strangely blessed after reading a certain blogpost from a certain someone
at least I do not have to face all of that and I'm coping well and all that
I don't feel like I'm missing anything anymore :D:D:D
okay if my sickness can just vanish now. I'd be so happy argh
except that we're changing seats tomorrow :/ bye yingxin dionne maria tiffany and nadia
yingxin one day I'll finish that page on your notebook!
sherry: hahahaha you really want them? maybe you can wear them for beyourselfday or something :D oh well I'm sure we'll have some joint events or whatever anyway how exciting!
random: who are you? thanks :D
shawna: hahaha very inspirational meh o.0 oh btw i like your backpack alot. and I do not like sculptures :/
shiyin: nah! I liked your dreaming out loud one. hmmm draw me more then? teehee
chael: heh I thought the orange bird one was from you oops. oh and I included flower petals!
shawna: haiyo all of you crazy people. k y'all can do many more nice cards for me that's great too. until my board is filled with only the most amazing of your cards or something.
