Wednesday, March 04, 2009 8:40 PM

My scanner makes the drawing look so ugly and blurry. it's so much sharper in real life but it's alright. I know it's just 3 kids and a lake or something, but somehow this drawing means alot more to me? even though i really can't place what it means. maybe i just have weird thoughts!! still haven't thought of a proper title for it yet. so far maria and jody's suggestions have been beyond lame! DORKS ON A DOCK (wthhh) BLOB BLOBBIER BLOBBIEST(crazy)
Been seeing lots of people in tears these few days. cheer up alright! JAN must stay strong and fight back :D and stacy and krystal and rachel too!! i guess sec 3 suddenly starts telling us that we can't cope with so many things falling upon us anymore. and we should all crumble down and break apart, but nonono i think we still can do this one k! i mean. tests and tests and tests aren't we all immune to the infinite number of them already. and all the clashing deadlines, i guess we'll just have to work through them!
this reminds me of hsm in 209! we're gonna work work work this out. we'll make things right the SUN WILL SHINE
So everyone must all stay strong and stay smiley and we'll get through the tough sec 3 times I suppose. even though this really sucks so bad. I think it's taught me alot about things. i'm so vague sometimes hehe. but yes I've learnt alot over the last month. and it's been alright! I have no idea why I'm reflective, but I'm very happy today.
So, on a lighter note, I passed math! I really, really, thought I would fail. But i guess somehow, I scraped through it? I didn't do that badly, not all that awesome like jody's 35 either, but i suppose I should be content. Afterall, I really didn't know what was going on in math at that time.
Thankyou lynn! and jan! and ruoxi! for studygroups after training even though most of the time it was blind-leading-the-blind. and 4 people staring at the answer sheet with blank faces, the support was great:D
bdiv singles yesterday, I did okay I guess, could have been worst. But could have been so so much better as well. and I found that I seem to have a few lingering regrets after every single time I bowl competitions, so my aim for friday is to get rid of them! like yesterday I regretted so badly that I couldn't just focus when I was sparing those easy spares! why the hell did I need to go thinking about what would happen if i missed it while I was already approaching the lane. eeks. maybe I should learn to meditate or something. keep thoughts out of my brain for awhile!
but training today was so tiring. but I guess it was kind of good. at least it felt like I was in control and eveything. and I spared that 2-4-10 split! well I still can't believe I managed to bash my ankle with my ball in the 5 mins practice throws during bdiv yesterday! like first few shots of the day and I give myself that bruise?! grr. k I think I blogged rather long today, but what am i doing here! I have physics and math and art and chinese and godknowswhat.
kgoodbyee