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Friday, October 13, 2006 4:06 PM

ello. Its his birthday today. In truth, I do not feel any sadness at all. Maybe I have gotten over it. Well, of cos I have, it's been 3 years. I am not goin to launch into a grief-stricken bout of tears. I just want to assure myself hat he has not disappeared. Maybe I do not need to do so, since I myself know that he has never disappeared.

We bought this big chocolate cake for him!(: He liked chocolate. Ok, maybe I should say he likes chocolate. I dono if it is me or what, but the reason I hung those keychains on my pencilbox during psle was cos they were from him. He is with me all the time though, keychains or not.

Maybe the grief my mother had to suffer can never be removed, but it is different for me. I guess I should be thankful that I was a child when it happened. Generally children don feel as much, untiol they grow up. Maybe I will miss him even more when I grow up, but it still will not be as much as my mother. Afterall, the bond between me and him and her and him is so different. Maybe that is the reason why I have to take care to not hurt her too much, to be peacemaker between my mom and my bro, and of course to show her that I am fine.

I didn't request for mp3 or ipod or anything if I do well for psle from her. Perhaps I shouldn't. She is not even working, no body in my direct family is working. I think it is my duty to help her not spend too much, whihc of course includes buying stuff that I do not need to live. Maybe when I go out to work and buy those stuff that I really want by myself, they wiill mean much more.

But for now, I guess I can spend some 300 dollars without worrying that I will squander away her money. Afterall I did earn those dollars myself, through scholarships and competitions and stuff. I am very sure alot of my classmates have earned much more, but I guess I do not need that much for now. Though I think when I am in secondary school I shall voluntarily tou2 gao3 to earn my own pocket money. Maybe that is the only thing I can do while I am of such an age. Okay, enough talk over my family. Now for the school day.

ryl and I went to help miss thiam and zhen lao shi to type some stuff and sort out exam scripts, exam marks and tax invoices. Was quite fun! Then went up, had this talk on service learning. Painting tiles, okay, maybe I will try to do something that looks decent. After that we played bridge, heart attack and the usual. Even the teacher joined us and we kept aiming at his hand. Haha. Today was ookay la. cyers. please tag elrs, the cbox is getting lonely.