Everything will change, but love remains the same.

Friday, October 06, 2006 2:20 PM

new skin! I kone alot of you guys don like brown. I don like brown either, but the entire color scheme and overall effect of this skinjust seemed to appeal. I love the image, not only cos the girl is chio, but also cos the pose is so hot, and her figure is great too. Haha and her clothes are nice too! If only I could dress like her, my wardrobe is about the same as one of a 5 year old kid. Stop fantasizing, her figure is real good man, probably even better than sr's. Okay, no more wild dreams, back to reality.

Today's chinese papers were okay. Another okay paper, hope that science wont be ultra ultra hard! But even if it is, I have done all I can. Should be fine. Today when I saw the compo title, almost fainted! ))): tan xin de jie guo,

My usual style: melo drama and emotions! Almost all my compos and stories involve tears, if not, they have to be really inspiring or insightful, since we do not need tears to contemplate and be sad! But what tears can be weaved out from being tan xin?!? I was really disapointed, but what could I do? change the title? no I would just have to adapt, (reluctantly).

Ended up writing that I ate too much and did not stop so ended up with a bad stomachache. clishe I know. But give me a clishe title, get a clishe plot, period! I know many people are not accustomed to writing like I do , or like ryl does- plain emotional, thus such a title. felt really uncomfortable, like i had to somehow twist my ideas, dry up the tears in them and replace them with regret and clishe phrases.

Oh wells, cls told me that I should do this during exams and I would get 40. However, judging by the standard opf this compo, I would probably only get 33 for it. I am not sure if its out-of-point. It isn't right? cos some other people wrote the same thign as me too... hopex. For those who are for sure out-of-point, I dono what to say. Just forget it, afteral, it is only 20 marks(divide 2 since its out of 100).

The paper 2 was quite okay! I am not too sure if I minused 2 marks or not, for the qn 29. If I do, I get 88, if not, 90. I hope I was not careless for the rest, I remember I checked quite a few times. Then the li jie I was quite sure. So should do fine, fortunately this can pull up the low mark I get from compo.

I am still extremely happy.But shit. I have to go THERE tmr. I don feel like going, but yet I cannot not go. Sigh. Thank god its only like 2 hours and not any longer. hrmph. cyers. no more mugging eh? Just wait for tues to come. waiting (im)patiently. I really cannot stand waiting anymore. It seems so long more to that awaited 10th oct. feel the beat, this rap playing now is damn cool too! let the music flow over u! yeah music rules our worlds! :))))