Everything will change, but love remains the same.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006 1:30 PM

new skin! Don think I have forgotten all about my blog, I have "been through" too much with it to just discard it now. No, maybe one day I will be too busy to blog, but it shall be my sanctuary, the place where I can look back to those good ol' days with reminiscence, where everything will only be about me and my life. Where I can be truly happy and at ease. I believe that this blog will do all of that, even if the constant update stops in a few years to come. Lets all hope that will not happen. Lets all hope I can continue to pour out all of my woes to a silent and fantastic audience- my blog and the world beyond.

It is only now that I realise the importance of examinations, and of its importance to me. I know that without it I will not be enjoying my holidays this much. know examinatoins are an illusion and they mean nothing. But due to circumstances I have worked for them, not always very hard but yes I have worked. All this work paid off, well, somehow la. And because of that, hte sense of satisfaction is so much greater than haveing virtual holidays all year round. It is finally our time to rest, where there is no deadlines. I know that all this is very mild, but compared to the free holidays, it isn't. I am all set to have more, I know they will benefit me, even if I don noe it during the process.

Holidays just give me a chance to do anything I want, take up new things, satisfy my suppressed hunger. This hunger, has been existing since I was born. But due to the buzz and all, I have not been able to fulfill it. It is time it is fulfilled, time for the real me to excape from beneath the hard iron shell of endurance.

A-D-V-E-N-T-U-R-E. PRONOUNCE IT AS ADVENTURE NOT ADVANTURE.

I should have known long ago that I cannot survive without it. Maybe I am like a bird, usually caged up by myself, but only let free when I think the time is right. I want to do things that are dangeous, that we never know the outcomes of. It os only then that I can seriously have passion in something. People tink people like us lurve exams and homework. Actually, it is just that we do them for the sake of them. But I do not hate them, why should we try to change something that cannot be changed, might as well adapt well.

Now is probably the time where I got out of the cage, let out the lion in my soul, allow it to stretch its limbs and not lie there absent-mindedly. Just like how books are our sky in the schooling year, the sky is my home in the holidays. The sky where I can do anything I want, where clouds exist, where nothing exists, where I exist. That is where I want to and will be in, for the holidays and the rest of my life.

clished as this sounds, HERE I GO!

PS: sorry changrui, this post will not let you go whoa. as you said some of my posts have that effect. this isn't one fo them