Tuesday, January 02, 2007 2:07 PM
ello!
not posted for a very very long time. I doubt I can actually have the same 'effect' as the past. But oh wells, i guess it isn't important anymore. Maybe there is another way of being emo yet not emo. Oh well, maybe I can find it. But anyway, today marks the last day of the holidays. welwell, been so eventful it just flew past. But I think school starting will be a nice change, except that some parts of the orientation wil be kinda unbearable, like a talk on raffles histroy. duh. But otherwise, I guess it wil be nice. But the whole cca thing is really killing me. in a dillema. big dillema. n dono how to get out of it any time soon.
And it is all caused by the core and merit system. What a horrible thing. But I guess it is all for the "greater good" as they say. So, I took up fencing since P5. It is a very nice sport and I was just beginning to like it and plan to take it as my cca before finding out that it wasnt a core. which means that its optionalm, and every single person needs nto have at least 1 core cca. eff.
And quiting fencing is a waste because I have already spent much money on it and much time too. But, the times for fencing and french clash. And I have already bought the stuff for french so its a waste too. But fencing stuff cost like over a thousand so its more of a waste.
sigh, and I fear that if i continue fencing I wont have time to take my core cca, which I hope is a sport. I mean, I so don wana go for a ug or performing arts. Ok, I GUESS IT WILL ALL SORT OUT SOMEHOW. i dint mean to put caps anw.
But since its the start of the new year, I will have a few wishes, and this is an appeal to every sinagle supernatural force out there to fulfill my heartfelt wishes.
1. I wish that I will get into bowling and that my cca crisis will sort out soon (my biggest wish now)
2. I wish that I will have alot of friends in my new class(i don noe anyone except shiyin in that aep class), and that my class will be BONDED!
3. I wish that I will succeed in everything that I do and try very hard in wadeva I endeavour.
I just need 2 more wishes. I guess new year wishes are infinity, so im not being greedy for wanting 5, right?
4. I wish that I will be nicer to everyone, even those I don really like!
5. I wish for everyones wishes to come true! believe!
Ok, do not be greedy. It really doesnt pay! yay. I am feeling very high now. If all my wishes do cometrue, I guess I will be very very very high. But I really want to get into bowling. ASIN REALLY REALLY. But its not in my control, and they are only selecting 9 not 10. because there is one dsa pupil. But oh well, I really fervently hope. If only miracles do happen. Ohk they do, but, ok I must beleive in myself. Believe that nothing is beyond my reach.
Oh and I cut my hair! my fringe is now shorter, gradually. like it gets longer and logner as it gets nearer to the side of my face. Hopefully it gives me good luck!!!! I need it.
I feel like blogging more. But my mom shall be back soon, so oh well! And lastly, hope evryone has a great first day of school and gain lots of new friends and get into your ideal cca! be happy!
fly up high, higher than high and higher than higher
