Everything will change, but love remains the same.

Monday, May 14, 2007 8:55 PM

today was tragic. oh well. everyone must must not cry cos we have to save our tears for wednesday. i will just freak out lurh shawna! spent most of teh time before the papers freaking out with her. and yes. turned out english was bad. even considering that alot of people did bad too, i still am below average. oh well. compre was never my thing! so i guess i should have expected this. and everyones rather sad about these testy stuff.

hmm. in term one i almost cried over my 7/12 physics spa. yeah. i wonder if these actually matter. not like it will affect us, but yes, it shatters you. inside.

but i have more things to be shattered about, even as i reluctantly wait for wednesday to come. like i have not started on physics pt. and i dono what to do even! its like. i dono cos luxna and i were late for the briefing and i dono what is the grouping and all. and our playbill is not done. and our dance! its really fun. but we will NEVER FINISH. and tehres trng on the auditions day, and i really need it cos im so pathetic now.

im really really below average already, and need to pull up. and french. im gona quit. i decided already. buhbye the fun days laughing and rushing with luxna and gen and rebecca and peeps. french just isnt for me lurh. i had better concentrate on aep and bowling and getting my grades back on track, not like they ever were since sec one

and auntykat told me to get a 13-pound ball. yeah i think it will be better wiht it, but its kinda ex. and i hope mine looks nice and IS nice. xPhehe bobofeiah! and the skin on my third finger is torn. and my two blood blisters burst. so now its pain even as i type. and i cant write properly. i really really look forward to june hols. cos thats where. nag is. though i will just screw up but its gona be funn. yeah. and theres lots of trngs so thats gona be funn too.

and trngs gona change to some singapore poly clubhouse place. i dono where tt is. but i like kimseng. so cosy. and nice.

and i have no idea how i shall ever pass my aep project. it was so rushed. with teh myas together. and the reason i screwed physics is prob cos of tt. but then again, i would have screwed physics even without aep. but i don care, i don need kinematics and optics to live. (:

and theres a gazillion things i havent done. like physics PT. and a whole lot of crap. and i feel weird now. like im weird? or what. but its just weird cos i dono whyy.

and oh well. JIA YOU DANCE PEEPS, IM SURE WE WILL DO IT AND ROCK RBD! u guys mustmust stay back tomoro. cos theres obviously a lack of time! and yeahhh. buhbye! i still dono what the physics pt is all about

and im disappointed in myself.

and wednesday shall be worse

but i wont break

never.